It's just a job interview

So, I've got my road test in approx 2 hours. I'm going out with my instructor in an hour and I'm totally ready for it. I've just got to think positive and relax. It's pretty pathetic that I wrote in Google last night "How to relax" and included "before a road test" in hopes that someone out there has the same problem as I do. It actually ended up making me more nervous because it was just text about what you need to bring and what the road test is. So I of course being myself used a Boolean search. Aaron makes fun of me a whole lot because it's completely automatic now. But I still insist on writing it like:

How to "relax" before a"road test"

To no surprise I got the exact same answers as I did before. I just feel better when I tell my computer the important words I need them to search for. Even if it does do it automatically.

Wow, that is really funny.

Yesterday I went out parking with Rosa and did everything perfect. Her and Mike are super cute and both are helping me out. Rosalie is excited. She's my love. I really hope I do it this time. It's a freedom I really think I deserve. Metrobus owns my bank account and my parents own my alternative transportation. I want to be able to run errands for my parents and drive my little brother to his girlfriends house. If I get my licence today the first thing I'm going to do is take my boyfriend and brother for a drive. That's all I want to do.

If I don't get it today, whatever.
I can do it again someother time. At least this time if I fail it, I'll have the confidence to go up and book another one. $60 bucks may be a large sum for 40minutes but it's worth much more then that to me.

The more I talk to myself like this the more I feel like I'm gaining confidence in myself. it's raining which sucks. But whatever. I have a wonderful life and this is just a uncomfortable couple of minutes in a car with a stranger. I'm sure I'll have to face worse then that.

Wish me luck.
I don't need it.
Just think about me and hope that I come out happy.

I remember this day 4 years ago. This was when Chris first got his licence. It was a huge day for him and a huge day for all of us. I hope I feel that way today.